Stealing the Last Day of my life
The feeling deep inside of me
Brings your ghost back to life
These past few months i've been down
Everyday my brain is racked
Trying to help others instead of helping myself
The only think i do, is cry myself to sleep
So many thoughts running through my mind
time goes by so quickly
somedays i feel so evil
so evil, i could kill
Each pill means perfection
Trying so hard to be perfect, like you
You have the power to change me, but when will i ever have the power to change you?
This gun is my solution
My solution to you
Where will we go from here?
Most likely nowhere
This ride hasn't been that much fun
but you sit back and laugh anyway
I wish i could rip that smile right off your face
wishing my life away
throwing my life away
I don't think I'll ever be the same, now
now, since your finally, gone
I'll lay myself to sleep
I'll try to erase your image
the image of you laying face down
bleeding on the floor
SOME ARE NOT FINISHED!!
" The Umbrella of Wonders"
Hello, my love
where are you now?
what are you doing?
I wish I knew where you slept at night
Tell me just what you think, when i come to mind
The stars will fall to the sound of your voice
Let me in, Let me in
Are you listening?
I want to love you
I want to hate me
but its only in my dreams
The rain is falling to the beat of your heart
everyday it just gets faster
we'll draw these lines and say that
were lying, lying to you
" The World Endings"
talking words that don't mean shit to me
will you ever learn your lesson?
you keep the world up all night.
secretly keeping your words tight
so cryptic in your own selfish way.
trying to discourage me in everyway
testing my patience
you barely know me, so hypocritical
the paranoia thats inside
the words that you choke on
everything that you can't say
I will teach you to be stronger
work up the confidence to love
make you less afraid of shattered hopes
"Trigger of Relief"
I hate you all
Self-Absorbed Filthy Whores
Wanting one thing
Taking what you can't have
Grab the gun, pull the trigger
your blood spills
Covering everyones legs
Tortured pains of your face
it all comes down to
down to this
me hating you, all of you
the world will never revolve around you
you do things that make me want to slit your throat
slit your throat all over yourself
making this the best day ever
just remember to look over your shoulder at all times
one day i will be there waiting with a knife
GO TO HELL
"The Crown Of Your Death"
Razors from all around
cutting me one by one
it has all been done before
tears of pain, pain from you
so many things you can never fucking undo
your impossible to talk to
all the words have been so cryptic
and you know that you don't get to me
i'm half-way there, wanting more, wanting more
your mind is so obscure
You always feed off of other peoples pain
is that what makes you feel alive?
you need to destroy me
you destroy me everyday
your thoughts are so recurring, so confusing
i'm gonna laugh when you fall, laugh when you fall
your always wanting what you can't have
one day you will fail after all
the glass hits my fist
blood smears onto me
you don't get to me, you never will
your happiness is never real, never from you
the spike in your heart is so cold
i'll shatter your dreams of ever being
the wicked words that fade from you
so these are my words dedicated to you
you will never be somebody
go on and keep destroying others
you will die in the end
"enemy of hearts"
i'm dazed in rage
just thinking of you
who the hell let you out of your cage?
you're always testing me
just to see if you can anger me
why can you see, you don't get to me
you've always been a nobody
pretending to be dead
you'll never be that somebody
your theories of love
were never good enough
you lie just so others confide in you
you take someones happiness
you rip it from them
just so you can be happy
you're a selfish fool
playing games with a conceded identidy
you've always been a hypocrite
your a recurring piece of hell
you backstabber, fucking little hope grabber
i will sell you death right out of the palm of of my
"Who am I now"
- I am the sun in the sky
The one you wish you could put out
shining so bright,
who could try me now?
- I am the shadow in the dark
The one you wish you couldn't see
being so evil
who could kill me now?
- I am the rain falling on your window pane
the one you wish you couldn't feel
so slow, clear and plain
who could trust me now?
- I am the one with the changes
the one you wish you could convince
the same but yet so different
who could be my friend now?
- I am the bullet in the gun
the one you wish you could stop
fast,painful yet loving
who could stop me now?